My paltry sins, the lick of frosting
stolen from my cousin’s birthday cake,
my backtalk, sullen preteen blues,
were washed away one day in 1961,
when I was dunked in a tub of water
in the basement of the Kingdom Hall.
I became a Witness for Jehovah, sold
salvation on the sidewalk. Ten cents for
a pamphlet and a chance at paradise.
I became a circus tiger, trained to pose
on tiny platforms, heed a human voice.
Then one day, a wildness stirred me,
I heard a chuffing in the dusk, sniffed
romance on the trunks of trees, bolted out,
my breath expelled in quick, sharp bursts.