I had forgotten the slow ways of death,

interminable days of quiet uncertainty,

punctuated by necessary offices and awkward

visits.  Years ago, a great aunt's

always darkened house, wood stove

over-heated, smell of Vicks and perfume,

constant breathing of machines, drone

of white gospel the only other sound,

as if we all wanted to slow things down,

keep them as they were, let nothing go,

and even the slightest unnecessary noise

might startle time awake.

Now, it all comes back again,
r.kv.r.y. quarterly literary journal
spring 2009 poetry

bedside manner by
scott owens